Future Husband of Mine !

Dear, RTB
Future Husband Of Mine
Having your love has been the best thing that's ever happened to me.
I'm thankful to have you in my life. You are perfect, everything about you, everything you do seems so flawless. I feel so loved, I feel all I've longed to feel. I've told you many times already and I will continue to always let you know.
Just experiencing life with you is a gift I could hardly contain. You bring out the goodness in me. You've been wonderful to me, to my family. 
That feeling that I get is overwhelming every time that I  get to see your face. As the days go by my feelings for you are continuously growing deeper and much more stronger.
Damn just thinking about seeing your smile, I'm getting butterflies:P you are only two rooms away with out little love child.

Babe, you've said all you want to do is make me happy..well, you have already achieved that. By you being you, showing me your love and by being so open with your feelings. You truly are my dream come true.You are more than I've ever imagined a man to be and then some. I love that you are so full of life, so full of love, someone with integrity, truth, affection, wisdom, and all that other good stuff. 
The strength that I see in you, The very strength you show.A plus being a romantic.  ( in your own little way) peace Lily, card, love notes, winks... Thrifting. We both share and respect each others values and beliefs and most of all the path that were on. Babe, your great, your awesome, and your so damn gorgeous and fine with a great personality to top it off. Truly I never thought I'd be so lucky in finding someone as wonderful as you are.
I've enjoyed our many conversations we've had thus far. You've been nothing but great. You've helped me come out of my shell and I've noticed the many changes. I feel comfortable to open up and share with you my feelings, my joys, my pains, my HEART!
I love writing letters to you because for me its my way of truly expressing my love, my devotion I have from deep inside. I only want to speak words of truth that come from my heart..
It's like I've known you for a lifetime and I honestly can't imagine life without you.
YOU...THIS...here is where I am meant to be! you are what my entire life has led up to. 
You are my very best bestest friend, my lover, my protector, my teacher, my absolute soul mate, and my sons father !!!
I've never before felt so connected to a person as I feel being with you.
Which brings me to say: it's true that we meet up with a few wrong people before we meet the right one, just so we would be able to appreciate and understand each others *worth*. So very true.
I'm thankful for meeting you, for this love that we share.  


How we met, where we met, the first phone call, the first letter, everything you said, like everything was put into place and it all made sense. Instantly you've restored what I thought I lost and would never find again. You became my light and babe you were so very bright! My new found hope, my inspiration to keep on and keep going.
I've been through more than a few unhealthy damaging relationships...and how with each time I felt as though I've lost yet another piece of me. I've taken every stone, every rock, every stick, every log thrown at me, the verbal, physical, even emotional garbage that came with them...I would take and keep all within, hurting only myself for that burden I decided to carry and drag along. I've never known a way to let it go.
You've been there for me since day one never once judging me or the past I've lived nor the mistakes I've made. You've been more than understanding and so very patient.
In all that you are, in all that you've helped me see an the beauty of it all, of all you've said and continue to tell me, I'M GRATEFUL, I'M THANKFUL!
You've proved to me what true love is, how it feels and should always be felt. Your right babe, Love does not hurt and it should never have to.
I ask that you continue your patience. 

I have found the courage to do just that and be freed. These are lessons meant only for me to learn from, to prepare me, make me stronger and keep me striving to be all that I know I can be. Cause baby we both deserve a love such as this, this happiness, this togetherness. The many beautiful feelings we've come to know.
I have so much love to give to you, so much more to share. I want to live the rest of my life with you and watch you grow old by my side. I never want to be without you for even one day....
You remember that time back in KLR we were sitting there listening to stuck on you.  .We sat there listening to that song over and over again . smiling as we gazed at each other, laughing and I was doing my crazy dance.
You tell me time and time again that I'm your good thing...
Well you know what babe?
Yes I am and you know what?
"BABY YOUR MY GOOD THING"
And I'm never gonna let you go. I am so Stuck on you 


Yours now and forever, 


Happy Hippie