Message in a Bottle !

THE MESSAGE

I LOVE YOU, IN ASH !

Ryan,

From the very first moment I saw you I knew that we were destined to be together. No one has ever captured my attention so fully or made my heart beat the way it did that cool day in March. Your smile lights up my entire spirit. Your laughter fills me with joy, and your mere presence will warm any room. I have no doubt you are the man Heaven has made especially for me.

Thank you for the comfortable conversations and for asking me to be yours. Most importantly, thank you for sharing your love and wanting to make me your wife. No matter how slowly or at what distance our love develops, I know standing before God and our family, vowing to be your partner for life, will be the easiest decision I ever will have to make.

Each day that passes makes our love for each other grow stronger. Although I know it’s hard for us to be apart, (FOR THE 7 HOURS you are away working on the sailboat.) I know there is nothing that can keep us apart forever. Our desires will continue to stretch across any amount of time any distance, over every mountain and ocean between us. Nothing can stand between us, and nothing will stop our love.

You are my present and my future and nothing can ever keep us from our destiny. 

In the eyes of James and Jack we are already married. It's funny how James has to do the whole will you take this man to be your husband, every night before bed. Your boys are so sweet and so special to me.

I am writing you this letter to remind you of my endless love that I have burning inside of my heart.

I am thankful for all the great things you have done for me; you are the most special person I know and I want to let you know that I will never ever leave you and that I couldn't have asked for anything better in my life than just plain old you. I am so grateful for a precious gift like the one that you are giving me over and over each day: your love!

You mean the world to me and I would do anything to make you happy without thinking twice. I love everything about you ... your smile, your eyes, your kiss, your voice, the looks ... there's just no end to the way I feel. 

I can't stand it when you are not close near me; it feels as if the most important piece of me is missing. You are my life and my only love. I want you to remember that it will be this way till the end of time. I love you with my whole heart, mind, body and soul. 

It feels so right waking up next to you, and the times I open our eyes randomly at night to be looking into yours. I love the way you watch me sleep. The way that you just know everything about love and me it all, I love you RTB.  

Thank you so much for my note in the bottle this A.M. you are amazing my love sponge. Jack found the note he was so excited. :) He said to me daddy makes your heart happy. I asked him where he heard that.... of course the little joker said I here you and daddy say that all of the time. Again, he put a happy tear on my cheek. If they learn nothing for me or from our relationship. i am just happy and feel blessed that they can see and feel our love. i think its the best lesson ever taught. We are doing a great job. i love this i am on cloud 39 constantly with US.

Love Always and Forever,

Your Soulmate, Best Friend, lover , baby mama, butterfly , flower, and wife to be.

I know that I am levaving something out. you call me so many names! lol never a bad one though . I will always be as good to you as I have been. as you can see I wont change. I am not like any other and never will be. I love you unconditionaly . I love our children that way as well. 

I LOVE YOU 

Love Happy Hippie !!!